Today I wore a dress because it was hot outside.
I’m still wearing this dress.
It isn’t as freeing as they make it out to be.
First of all, who am I trying to be in this thing? I should feel feminine and cute and fabulous and attractive and spunky and classy and confident and gorgeous.
But instead I just feel like a man in a dress.
A fat man in a dress. And a very poor drag queen.
This dress makes me feel ridiculous.
And I probably won’t wear such a dress again, because it amplifies everything I do not like about myself physically and reminds me that I often try to be something I'm just not.
And that’s all I have to say about today.
“And.”
I am become Death
13 years ago
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